Computer Broke. Now It Fixed Again!!!

April 24, 20XX

Hello!

Thanks to all who was able to attend AwesomeFest4 on 4/20.

It's a bit back to normal life now, though... It was a week of festivities and things, but when your life is always festivities, is it really always festivities?

Then there is nothing to be festive about.

Sometimes life entails us being so normal - walking down the sidewalk and drinking water and coffee and Coca Cola, and listening to music in our headphones, restarting the same song after the minute mark just so we can hear a specific little part of it - it brings us some kinda joy, but it's hard to say what exactly. We just want to hear that part!

That's the point though to make. Cause festivals aren't 365 days a year... This we know.

Listening To Chinese Style Music

April 7, 20XX

Good evening, all. This is a new update to keep you updated on how things have been. And from me to you, too. Because you know that I would love to hear from you as well and you can e-mail me any time. But what else can I say that you don't already know? This is a website called sex-emo.com. And sometimes there are products on the store that you can buy. What else is there to really say? I'd love to have you here all the time. There is sometimes new stuff added to the store, which will perhaps never be updated within this front page. You should follow the instagram for that. This page is only really here for no real reason. But that's kind of cool, eh?

Sex-emo is located in NY, NY. Which means it's such a crazy life for all. Every micro-interaction, every little happening & circumstance - it can lead to something beautiful or a real pain in yours or mine ass(es). It isn't always easy. Often times a pain in the ass, but it's what you make of it. Pains in the asses can lead to beautiful situations too, OFC.

I'm rambling. Sometimes after a long day here, it's all that's left. But I like the feeling of rambling. Coupled with that, I like rambling to a group of people that I cannot see, in hopes that they interpret something from it that even I cannot see. Perhapsably, that is where you come in.

Ok. I am being poured a glass of milk as we speak, and I'd much like to drink it. This is the lifestyle here in the beautiful city that I choose to live in. It isn't fantabulous or that crazy or anything. It's just kind of... Cool.

Hopefully you are doing something in your location where you feel similarly.

Love, e

What the fuck does it mean? For me to mean something to anybody?

January 13, 20XX

I don't know why I keep writing down my thoughts. Nothing could convince me that anybody reads what I'm putting down. Maybe that's a defense mechanism of some sort, to tell myself that everybody's lying.

But what if you're lying?

I've been preconditioned to accept lying and ly-ers, to the point where I assume everything that feels good to hear is a lie.

What's with all the graveness, here anyways?

If it's really such a ghost town here, I could spend it being in a good mood at least. Like that episode of Twilight Zone, where the world ends, and then fella with the glasses is so excited to get to catch up on all of his books, because he's the last sad sack alive on this Earth.

If the world ends, I won't be spending any time reading.

If I'm the last idiot on the planet, I'd rummage through everybody's journals.

The memories belong to nobody now.

The books I've read about the Zombie Apocalypse couldn't prepare me for the doomed feeling I get when I can finally reveal - to myself - the way you feel - about me.

No, I'm just kidding. You never even mentioned me.

Good Night. And Good Day, sir!

I would kill my best friends to ensure that this feeling never ends

January 6, 20XX

Welcome to the future. Hope all is well from the past.

Wish that I could keep promises. But early on I was trained to lie quite well. And it is difficult to reverse-engineer these things sometimes. And the only reason anybody ever lies ever even is to contain another person's frustration. IF YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING.

Thanks to all that have supported sExEmO in this time. Any time I send thanks for that, I feel as if it is all coming to an end. And maybe it should. But yet, it isn't. And I could never be so honest about something that absolutely is not a lie, moreso than right now... So yeah, that's a thing...!

Today brings forth snow to New York City. I love weather - everyone who knows anything knows this about me. I'll say it again - I love weather. It seemed like a mere months ago that I was speaking about the dead of summer. And now that I do the math, it turns out it was that many months ago. Only a mere.

I get tired of the same tired conversations about folks being tired from the way the winter makes them depressed, as if they are anticipating it 250 days out of the year. If you're ever anticipating something, you will never reach what you were planning, giving you at least a fraction of dissapointment. If you let winter depress you as it comes, then it will be a way better depression, IMHO. If that makes any fucken' sense.

I don't mind at all being sad. Sometimes it's completely hilarious, the way it makes me feel.

What are you looking forward to this year?

E-mail me any old time. e@sex-emo.com

I LIED

October 23, 20XX

Again, I lied. I said I would update the site daily. But to fuck with it. I'm just one really stupid damn person. Can anyone be mad at me for that... This I ask of you.

There is a plethora of random fuckery going on amongst the Sex Emo HQ, which means there is more new stuff coming to your home screen, and your mailbox. Or at least one can hope. But that's wishing well, perhaps.

I don't even know what I'm talking about a large fraction of the time. I think I'm talking just to talk, or sometimes that's what I hope. But I can be an optimist like that. My glass is always 3/4 empty.

Thanks to everyone who has shown support - it means more than you think you know. I notice the people who respond to things, who send the e-mails, the people who are always buying stuff from the store - I really do look at everything. I never mean to NOT respond to things.

I am - to a degree - busy. I used to meet people who claimed to be busy, and it always seemed untrue. It would be in a restaraunt, or perhaps in a park. And I would ask a person, How Have Things Been? And they would say, Busy. So Busy That I Don't Have Time For Anything Else.

Most of the time it seemed like bull hockey, if you ask me. Sending emails, drawing images, updating a site, how much time can that really take from one son of a bitch's life?

And wouldn't you know it, somewhere along the lines, I have become a busybody. I didn't want it to be the case, but here we are now. I'm busy, when asked the question. And I feel it, too. But it's a good busy. Being busy, or at the very least, telling myself I'm busy, has been of great service.

Busy-ness is the ultimate distraction from the fear and sadness that comes from all the bull shit that makes our skin itch from time to time. When I'm utilizing my busy-ness, I'm not thinking about getting sick and dying as much. I'm much too busy to think about dying.

And when I do Dye, fortunately it will be in the midst of me being so busy, that I won't have had time to say sentimental goodbyes, long hugs, promises that we will meet again.

I've had too much to drink (energy-drink-wise).

Thank you to anyone who has kept me busy.

E-mail me any old time.

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Stress Ball State Champions

October 10, 20XX

I won't take another sorry sonofabitch telling me to drink more water. Do you think I forgot all those times you told me to Eat More Kale?

Save for beach escapes and family vacations, I don't have many memories that I can't remember. I have thoughts I have yet to think about, most of them pertaining to the things I have yet to - and will - do.

I told myself I'd do something, and I convince myself the problem is that I forgot.

But that kind of goes against what I was saying earlier.

But I am the king of taking things back. And who knows it better than you?

You can leave whenever you want. But if there's one thing I'm known for, it's recording the time.

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Putting your socks on two socks at a time

October 9, 20XX

There are so few things available - in stores or out - that are under five dollars.

But for you, I'd give you my five cents, for free, any day of the week.

There's few grassy knolls that I'm NOT skeptical about... But I'll spare you the details...

Can we agree to disagree? Or just flat out agree?

We can shake on it, or bicker until the roosters make that noise they make to wake up the both of us.

I'm not tied to the noise either - I agree, we can make our own.

I never liked when people roosted anyways

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Music is amazing

October 5, 20XX

My current favorite music

1. Longplay of Super Mario RPG: Legend of the Seven Stars (SNES)
2. Longplay of The Sims (PC)
3. Longplay of The Sims (PS2)
4. Longplay of Final Fantasy X (PS2)
5. Longplay Lemonade Tycoon (PC)
6. Longplay of Advance Wars (GBA)
7. Longplay of Sonic CD (US)(PC)
8. Longplay of Contact (DS)
9. Longplay of Super Bomberman 3 (SNES)

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What a time to be a nice

October 4, 20XX

Hello all. Hope all has been good for everyone. we are moving into the fall swimmingly. The sun gets bored of us a little earlier each day. The public pools are now officially pointless. The leaves turn into angels, and things like that. It makes me nostalgic, which... I guess every season does.

I love seasons, I guess... Call me crazy.

But the fall time makes me really feel something... I saw someone on the Internet refer to nostalgia as the happiest version of sadness. I found that ridiculously amazing and I completely agreed. It can be distracting though, nostalgia. I find that I can get wrapped into my own memories a bit too much sometimes. And as time goes on, the gap between an objective memory and nostalgia shortens. Sometimes I'll get hyper about something that happened two years ago, something that was insignificant at the time. Like getting dinner from the hot bar at Whole Foods, or laying across a bench in a park at 7PM.

Ok, moving on.

There is new stuff appearing soon on the store. It's old stuff, I should say. Or I guess I should say it's just a re-stock. Which isn't that exciting on paper. I don't like to make things exclusive or limited. I just have very no money.

It's even funnier considering, comparatively, our stuff is on the low $ price margin. To be both Cheap and Limited is a hilarious business model.

I do end up feeling bad when people can't get stuff that they want, however. If people want stuff, then that makes me really excited, still. So therefore, a re-stock on some shirts and wristbands.

The silver lining is that, considering I do the entirety of the shipping/processing/etc, it gives me a bit less of a workload, and I can generally ship things out day-of or day-after. (Which leads to a side-note: If you are waiting on an order for two weeks, send an email, because there has probably been an issue).

But! There's also new stuff coming in the fall/winter season. Some random crap... More girl's stuff for girl's. I'm always conflicted between doing "drops" and just... adding new crap to the store when I feel like it. The "drop" formula just feels tired sometimes... What do you guys think?

I'd like to know more about what you guys think. I'm aware that Instagram is the central hub for social crap, but... to hell with it. Send me an e-mail about anything. Thoughts on weather, or movies. Or send a poem, or a drawing, or you wearing a wristband while you work at McDonald's.

(AND... If you are a girl who designs girls clothes and can make a tech pack, send me an e-mail as well. YES! I am looking to hire.)

e@sex-emo.com

-e

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Posted on September 19

Just in time for Halloween!!!

The Sex Emo BLOOD SPLAT FX PACK.
Invented by Hal.

To use the BLOOD SPLAT FX PACK:
1. Save any of the below images to your phone's computer.
2. Take a photo of you or the people you love.
3. Add the BLOOD SPLAT FX PACK to the photo.

Example:

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Happy Happy Happy!
(Just because it is called Sex Emo does not mean that it has to be Sad Sad Sad all the time. It's human nature to be Happy Happy Happy. Why don't you take a walk around the block and eat one of those delicious sandwiches they have nowadays?)

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Sex Emo Mini Skateboards.

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Sometimes it seems like all there is to do is stress about things beyond your control. Most of the things that are out of my control are packages not being delivered to my doorstep in a timely manner. Timely manner meaning within three days, usually. If it says ESTIMATED DELIVERY DATE TODAY or OUT FOR DELIVERY and I don't see my package before I go to sleep that night, I will have stressful dreams about losing things.

I once ordered a Ramones hoodie off of the Internet so many years ago, more years than I care to count out loud. It took so long to receive the hoodie, by the time it was delivered, I was a size larger, and could no longer fit in it. I was too fat for it by the time it was delivered, is what I am telling you.

I do all the shipping for SexEmo products. Similar to the stress I get waiting on packages, I feel it when being in charge of fulfilling other people's orders. To the point where I will often have them shipped out the next day, or the day of.

I have forgotten what my point was. Thanks to everyone who has ordered sex-emo.com products.

If you have been waiting on an order for a long time, maybe it is time to get into contact with me. Maybe you already have, and I forgot to send out your order. Email me at e@sex-emo.com.

If you have any cool ideas or drawings, feel free to send it to e@sex-emo.com.

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Jacob Dawkins, Pure Skateboarding.

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New shirts online Friday, probably? 8/11?

The instagram account is down again... As in, this is not the first time it has happened. It seems like a glitch in the matrix. There is no abusing in any community guidelines on my behalf... so i don't know what the hell. It makes me want to both 1. do more with the website, sex-emo.com and 2. actually abuse community guidelines if i ever get un-suspended. but there is little good that comes from being vindictive. My digital footprint is big enough. i wear size 11 shoes, for any shoe companies who want to collaborate.

I love being on the internet, is my main point... I would love to continue adding content to this website. Niche clothing companies are OK... But having a website is... Now that's something else.

So my point? I suppose I will take contributions to the website at this juncture. I'm not sure what that entails... But if you make comics, or really short stories, or have a really cool photo skateboarding or fingerboarding or surfing the web in a sex emo lanyard, something like that, feel free to e-mail it over.

Hope everyone who has a job has a good day at work today.

Today, your love.

Tomorrow, the world.

The day after that, your love again.

The day after that, possibly the world, again...

The day after that, your love again...

The day after that, I may put a little more effort into doing both Your Love and The World.

Separating is exhausting,

And I find myself getting too anxious for the next day.

Imagine a world where it's both your love and the world...

But for now... Tomorrow, the world.

Hey.

It's me the guy who does the website.

Anywhomst...

What is going on all? Things have been okay over here on the internet. It seemed like it'd be cool to post an update on the website because part of me believes nobody besides me looks at the site at all. And I only look at it to make sure it looks right on a phone. If you are looking at the website, then I'd gather that you're a pretty interesting one. Hah. That's kinda cool either way.

I wish there was more to say sometimes. But often of the sometimes, I find myself wishing I had said less.

There is always an abundance of things to think, though. Don't you think? I am currently re-playing through a re-production cart *GASP* of Mother 3 and listening to some music... but not the most I've ever listened to. But quite a bit.

Anyways, what's new with you guys? If you're actually reading this send over an email.

And be so happy because when you die it's oftentimes forever

It is a wonderful day to drink water in the big city.
Goodness heavens, however... If not drinking water, then what!
I drink from the water fountains installed at all the parks near where I love to sit and stand and think about things.
It makes me think of my dear friend from when I was grade 2. Aaron. He would kneel over the fountain, drinking so much water. Knowing well and certain that I was behind him in line, waiting on him to finish...
Aaron would raise up from the water fountain, as if his thirst was quenched, turn around to look at me, and then shake his head NO, and go back to drinking even more of the water. The prankster, Aaron was... I would tell him to save some for the fishes... But the few who ever take the fishes into consideration are niceboys and fishermen...
Aaron was a great friend, but a mischief maker... And he rarely thought about the fishes.
But yet... Somebody has to...
The end...?

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Sweatbands... It's what's for summer.

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I love Harry potter and board games and books and even other things.... I guess you could say i'm kind of a nerd... LOL....

Awesome Fest. 4/20. An event by

false alarm

and

sex emo.

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New Shirts and Shiet.

Marcos Hidalgo

Sex Emo

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New shirts coming soon

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I was actually the first guy to reinvent the wheel... but y'all ain't ready for that conversation. lol

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SHUT UP AND ENJOY THE MUSIC！

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And go listen to it too while you're at it!

This is Sex Emo Records.

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We used to make lanyards...

Now we just don't giveadamn.

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Family Reunion Shirt.

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Filmed and Edited by Cooper Winterson.

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Me and Everyone Else T-Shirt

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What the fuck do you think I’m thinking?

And what the fuck do you think I care what you think?

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sex emo 2023.

Want to work with us?

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